Tuesday, May 21, 2002

Hey whazz up!!!!! peeps. I'm back again. I want a job so soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went to wal-mart today and had a pre-screening for all applicants and guess what we did when I got there. WE DAMN SANG THE WALMART CHEER they do every damn morning. Unfortunately all they have is 3rd shift but I still applied for it. I've been enjoying freedom to drive after I passed my roadtest a couple of weeks ago. Don't worry peeps I'm not a "ROAD MANIAC". I'm a regular driver who doesn't want a ticket to pay. Today I wish I was with my sweet and beautiful girlfriend coz she was so sick today. I feel so bad and really wanting to take care of her. Coz for sure If I was there all she will need is my "GOOD LUVIN'" !!!!
Baby don't worry you'll get well soon for sure coz last nite I prayed for you. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! you are so beautiful, cute, sweet, sexy, hot, .......................................there's so much to say about you babe. YOU'RE THE BEST GIRLFRIEND IN THIS WORLD AND MAHAL KITA!!!!!!

Monday, May 06, 2002

WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so happy bcoz I passed my Roadtest Driving today :-)
Baby thank you for inspiring me to achieve an accomplishment like this. MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA!!!!!!!! And of course I want to thank the Lord for helping me and guiding me all throughout this roadtest exam.

Sunday, May 05, 2002

I'm back and I'm listenin' to radio delilah, Its one of my favorite radio show. I'm so glad I found a website where you can listen online because I don't think we have her radio show here in Vancouver. OH it was another busy but not too busy day for me, We had breakfast this morning together with our visitors and we ate hashbrowns, fries, eggs, bacon, hotdog, bread, and of course hot coffee. The sad thing was I the one assigned to wash the dishes after we ate. I also watched the NBA playoffs and do the laundry at the same time. Then in the afternoon I was so so glad to hear Christy's voice again because I've been missing her since last nite. Another good news was I don't need to spend so much money for renting a driving school car coz my friend's friend will go with me on my roadtest tomorrow. I really hope that I will pass my road test tomorrow. I want to pass my roadtest exam so bad!!!

Baby "I Love you so much" please pray for me on my roadtest tomorrow :-)

Saturday, May 04, 2002

It was a busy day for me today I had to help clean our house because my mom's friends are coming over until next week. They got here this afternoon because their flight was delayed. Next week their heading to Alberta coz that's their real destination they just stopped here to visit my mom. I'm sure its gonna be a rough week. Its 9pm here right now and I'm missing "Christy", she's my special someone. I guess right now she already drinking and dancing again at El Chico or CoCoBay. By the way CoCo Bay is a Karaoke Bar with a tiny dance floor, I haven't been there but that's what she told me what it was like. We talked on the phone this afternoon and discussed some stuff. I realized that she really don't want to stop the physical thing between me and her because its so "Amazing" & "Intense" :-) I was so glad to hear that from her because I thought she wants to stop everything and totally erase me from her life. I wish she will want me emotionally too but I guess right now she's confused and frustrated about it because of our distance and my situation. I wish she could want me both ways but i guess right now I can't have both. I guess she got scared of starting another serious commitment too soon because she just got out of something recently I don't really know if that's part of her reasons.

Baby wherever you are right now I want to let you know that "I MISS YOU" wish I could hear your voice right now.
Be careful and I'll see ya online tomorrow. "I Love You!" :-) Kisses!!!!!!

Friday, May 03, 2002

I'm here again having another sad and lonely day. I woke up this morning wishing my special someone was there right beside me, but she's a million miles away from me again. I've been really wanting to hear her voice so bad today so I decided to call her this afternoon. As soon as I heard her voice I wished I was there with her. We talked and of course I'm still sad and upset about what happened to our relationship. Its just really hard to accept the fact that she broke up with me again. There's so much about her that is what I'm looking for in a woman. I really wanted our relationship to work but she backed out again. We both said to each other that we don't want to lose each other anymore after the last break up we've had. It hurts because I've been so In Love with her even before I went down to visit her till now. She has been so important and so special to me and losing her is like a million times of heartbreak. I guess no matter what I say or begging I will do won't affect her at all anymore. But I just want to let her know that if her heart and mind decides to come back to me, my heart will always be open to let her back in anytime she wants. I don't know what else to say right now.

Baby "I love you so much" please know that these words are from the deepest part of my heart because that's where you belong in me.

Thursday, May 02, 2002

Today was my second day back in Vancouver after my 2 weeks vacation visit to my girlfriend in Tennessee. My visit was very memorable to me and her. We were able to spend quality time together because its been a year that we haven't seen each other. I think the best times of my life is being around her, being able to see her, being able to touch her, and being able to show and tell her how much I Love her face to face. The only sad thing when I was down there was when some of her feelings changed and she started to doubt our relationship again which made her so weak and decided to break up with me. That moment she opened up with me about it that with me was the saddest part, I never thought I will feel hurt again. We both broke out in tears and hugged each other so tight. I miss her so much right now!!!!!! All I thought about since I got back was her, I just really can't get her off my mind because I am "SO IN LOVE" with her even though she already broke up with me. She is a great and awesome girlfriend.

Baby If you are reading this I want you to know that "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU". I miss you so damn much baby!!!!!!! MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA aking puso!!!!
This is my second posting for today and I just finished figuring out this blogger thing.
Hi all!!! I just started my new blog today May 2, 2002. I don't know what came over me and decided to make my own blog site. I'm still figuring out how this blog works.